Demon Slayer: Why did Giyu doubt himself as a Hashira? 

Giyu as seen in Demon Slayer anime
Giyu as seen in Demon Slayer anime (Image via Ufotable)

In Demon Slayer, Giyu Tomioka is the Water Hashira. His swordsmanship and unshakeable will make him seem like a respectable character. However, behind that calm personality of his character is someone carrying a deep, personal burden. He constantly questions whether he truly deserves to be a Hashira.

To understand his self-doubt, we have to go back to where it all began. It started during the Final Selection, a test to check if an aspiring Demon Hunter would pass or not. Giyu took part in this with his friend Sabito.

During this test, Sabito faced a demon and sacrificed his life to save his friend while fighting against it. Giyu, on the other hand, survived the trial without defeating a single demon and was selected to be a Demon Slayer.

Giyu and Sabito as seen in Demon Slayer anime (Image via Ufotable)
Giyu and Sabito as seen in Demon Slayer anime (Image via Ufotable)

After that day, Giyu was saddened by losing his friend and crushed himself by guilt. He started demeaning his existence and believed that Sabito was the one who truly should have earned the right to be a Demon Slayer. Or maybe that he should have been the one to die that fateful day. That guilt took root deep within his identity, and as he rose through the ranks, the burden only grew heavier.

Despite being a strong swordsman, Giyu often felt like he did not belong. This should not be mistaken for humility because his impostor syndrome continuously made him question if he truly earned the title of Hashira, or whether it was handed to him by luck and circumstance.

He takes his self-doubt to the next level, which is evident as he maintains his distance from the rest of the Hashiras and rarely speaks. Many of his comrades interpreted his doubts and grief as aloofness or arrogance. Sanemi and Obanai were visibly irritated by his silence, and they accused him of acting like he was better than everyone else. But in truth, Giyu isolates himself because he feels unworthy.

Tanjiro Kamado, the protagonist, was the first character in Demon Slayer who helped Giyu face his guilt and pain while trying to encourage him to open up. He was different than others because Tanjiro never judged Giyuu.

Rather, Tanjiro helped Giyu realise that survival does not mean that he betrayed his friend; it is an opportunity given to him to live life to the fullest and honor their sacrifice. For the first time in Giyu’s life, he found a way to reframe his pain and come to his senses.


When did Giyu Tomioka finally reach acceptance in Demon Slayer?

During the final battle against Muzan in the Infinity Castle Arc, Giyu proves himself by continuously fighting even when heavily injured. But the most powerful moment comes when he thinks Tanjiro has died. He finally broke free from the chains of his stoic personality as he wept for another friend of his lost to the war.

It’s a moment of raw vulnerability that reveals how deeply he has cared all along. When Tanjiro is revived, Giyu sheds tears out of relief. Finally, he has released years of pain, guilt, and emotional self-punishment. He has finally started to accept that he belongs, that his life matters, and that he is the Water Hashira.


In conclusion, Giyu Tomioka’s character arc was about rising over self-doubt and guilt and learning to accept the opportunity given. He’s not the kind of hero who seeks the spotlight. But in many ways, he represents the emotional heart of Demon Slayer.

His journey in Demon Slayer reminds the viewers that guilt and grief are strong emotions; they do not vanish in thin air. And that strength isn’t just about power, but about healing, accepting, and choosing to keep moving forward, even if it feels impossible.

Edited by Anshika Jain