Khloé Kardashian is opening up about her bond with her late father's wife, Ellen Pearson. During a recent episode of her Khloé in Wonder Land podcast, the mom of two alleged that she had nothing of her late dad's after he died in 2003 at the age of 59. She claimed that his wife, Pearson, who tied the knot with him months after he was diagnosed with esophageal cancer and a month before he died, had a lot to do with that. "When my dad died — a woman married him... on his deathbed and took everything from us," Khloé Kardashian, who was 19 when her father died, claimed. "I don't have anything of my dad's." Khloé Kardashian gets candid about navigating the loss of a parent as a teenager: Read more During the December 10 segment, Khloé Kardashian looked back on the bible she received from her sister, Kim Kardashian. It belonged to their father, and the latter bid on it at an auction and won it for her. "Just to see my dad's handwriting is so special to me," she said of the bible. People Magazine has reported that Robert Kardashian Sr. and Ellen Pearson dated for three years before they tied the knot in 2003. The former was previously married to Kris Jenner, with whom he shared Kim, Rob, Kourtney, and Khloé Kardashian. He was also married to Jan Ashley from 1998 to 1999. Back in April this year, Khloé Kardashian opened up about discussing the loss of her father on camera for her family’s reality show ‘Keeping Up With The Kardashians.' “For about three years, I was incredibly angry,” she explained during an episode of her podcast. “I was filming my show, ‘Keeping Up with the Kardashians’, and in season one, I remember one of my producers was making me do an interview about my dad ’cause I wouldn’t talk about my dad,” she continued. “At that time, if I spoke about him, I would just break down.” However, she admitted that being forced to open up helped her heal. “It was as if a house got lifted off of me after that conversation. I was kicking and screaming while doing it, but as soon as I had that conversation, that was the last time that I cried when talking about my dad, in a bad way… I let go of all of this guilt and anger. Now I can talk about my dad with smiles and happiness and admiration and understanding.” Elsewhere in that segment, she also opened up about the immediate aftermath of her father's demise, admitting that at the time, she needed "someone to blame." "My dad died really quickly," she shared. "He had esophageal cancer and I think he died six or seven weeks after diagnosis ... so it was really fast. And my dad... I don't think he was lying to us, I don't think he could accept himself that it was terminal, but he never used those words with us. So I just thought, 'Oh, if I don't see him, this isn't real.' " Khloé Kardashian continued, "I, at 19, distracted myself with my friends, and when he did die, I remember what guilt I felt for not spending more time with him. But then that guilt turned into anger, because then I was like, I need someone to blame, so I’m gonna blame my Dad, cause he didn’t tell me that it was terminal." Khloé added, "In my head, I rationalized it. If he had told me, I would’ve showed up more."However, she ended up cutting herself some slack: "I don't know if I would've," she admitted. "I just dealt with his passing the best way I knew how." Stay tuned to SoapCentral for more.