1000-lb Roomies Season 1 Episode 6 saw an emotional conversation between Nesha and her mom. While sharing about her mental health and how she needed help, Nesha expressed her feelings to her mom.
Nesha talked about her mental health, recalled her childhood days, she mentioned how her mom played a big part in it. However, her mom disagreed with that. The situation got quite emotional.
As 1000-lb Roomies star Nesha opened up, she told her mom:
"I got to work on my mental and my trauma. My whole childhood trauma, that you know. If I'm not mentally you know, where I need to be, then I'm gonna go right back to binge eating or, you know, late night eating or stuff I really shouldn't be doing. So, I need help..."
1000-lb Roomies Episode 6: Nesha gets emotional while opening up about her mental health, and more issues
During a conversation between Nesha and her mom, the former got emotional. It started when Nesha's mom inquired about Jaz. Her daughter revealed that she was not doing "the best."
"She has to go to rehab. She's in a really, like, bad mental space," said Nesha.
Her mom said, they needed to keep her motivated. However, 1000-lb Roomies's Nesha shared concerns about that because it was hard for her to keep herself motivated.
"I struggle to keep myself motivated," admitted Nesha.
Her mom then asked her about her weight loss and her health. She also noted how Nesha didn't want to go through the surgery.
"So what you gonna do?" asked her mom.
Nesha responded that she had to work on her mental health and trauma. She talked about her childhood and not going back to "binge eating. She also mentioned late-night eating and other habits that she "really shouldn't be doing."
She told her mom that she felt as if she had raised her in a "cult" like environment. 1000-lb Roomies star added that it had "a lot" to do with her "unhealthy" relationship with food. But her mom disagreed. She said it was not the part where Nesha gained weight.
Nesha then reflected on how she didn't eat all day while she was in school, and that resulted in overeating later on:
"So all I wanna do is eat eat eat eat."
She told her mom that she was "still that way," even now. She admitted that she couldn't "break" that out of her head. Listening to her struggling, Nesha's mom said it was not her fault. Nesha got emotional and said that it was the "truth."
"I want you to get it out," said Nesha's mom.
Nesha said her family didn't protect them. Her mom asked how she could have protected her while they were all "under the influence" themselves.
"I feel like my mom is really good at sweeping things under the rug," confessed Nesha.
She also shared how she wanted her mom to take accountability for her "part" and her "actions." In her private confession, 1000-lb Roomies star Nesha said she wanted her mom to apologize. On the other hand, her mom shared that she was also a "victim" just like Nesha.
Nesha said that her mom was still an "adult" and that her job was to protect her child. Her mom replied that "manipultion" doesn't have age, and asked her what she wanted from her.
"Just an apology. Just say I'm sorry, or I feel you, something...." replied Nesha.
While Nesha got emotional, her mom said she couldn't take it. She said that she felt as if Nesha meant she (her mother) was a "bad person." Nesha disagreed. She added that she wanted them to be in a "good place" with each other.
To know more about Nesha and her mom's conversation, fans can stream 1000-lb Roomies episodes on TLC.