The latest Sister Wives Season 20 Episode 7 featured Meri going through her old items packed in various boxes. Her best friend, Jenn, was also there.One of those boxes had her wedding dress. Seeing that, Meri opened up about her wedding with Kody and how things have been ever since.Meri talked about getting married to Kody and how it got her life on a certain path. Along with that, she talked about former Sister Wives, Christine, Janelle, and Robyn's lives after getting married to Kody.In her private confession, Meri talked about how their lives started with Kody and how things turned out after she, Janelle, and Christine left:"It was that moment that Kody and I got married, that started the trajectory of my life and his life and Christine's life and Janelle's life and Robyn, and you know what I mean? Like it...that's what started it, and then to look at it now, with Christine gone, and Janelle gone, and me gone, and the strange relationship with Kody and so many of his children, it's sad."Sister Wives Season 20 Episode 7: Meri reflects on her time together with Kody and how their wedding got her on a particular path View this post on Instagram Instagram PostWhile going through some old stuff with her best friend, Jenn, Meri came across her wedding dress. It brought back memories from when she got married to Kody Brown. She told Jenn that she wouldn't wear a wedding dress like that the next time she got married."Are you gonna make your own dress then?" asked Jenn.Meri said no. In her private confession, Meri recalled the time when she got married to Kody. Clips from their wedding were played during the episode, showing her dancing in her wedding dress with Kody."Like the moment of our wedding, the moment of our early marriage, the moment of so many different parts of our lives, were so good," Meri recalled. View this post on Instagram Instagram PostShe talked about the life path she got on when she got married to him. Not only hers, but also fellow Sister Wives, including Christine, Janelle, and Robyn. Additionally, Meri also recalled how it all started and where they all were after all these years.Further in her private confession, Sister Wives star talked about church culture and sufferings:"I don't know, it's an interesting idea in the church culture we came from this suffering was gonna make you better. Because if you suffer, then you've been made. I don't think that we need to endure the pain and the struggles and the challenges. I think what we need to do is to figure out how to go through them," added Meri.Elsewhere in the episode, Kody and Robyn went to a dance class. While learning the dance routine, he recalled his wedding to Robyn.Fans can stream the recently released Sister Wives Season 20 Episode 7 on TLC.